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Saturday, 12 January 2008

  • So I finally went to Hammel woods for the first time this winter . It's chilly and the river is flooded , none of the paths were there and my special sitting rock was underwater , but oh well. I think I like it better in the summer =). Got to hang out with Tom for a little while. I always have an adventure with Tom hahah.
        And i just went to a basement show , shit loads of people man , front row for Bretts band , sweat on my face haahah
        I reaaalllyyyy need to study for fucking finals man....
      

           Ciau.

Thursday, 10 January 2008

  • Today has just been a blur. I ended up taking 8 C pills after second period and when 4th period rolled around I was tweaking so bad.  My claustrophobia kicked in and by that point I ran to the bathroom TWICE to puke .I could not walk as well because I was just numb all over. I ended up leaving school early.After that everything has been happening in slow motion. until a few hours ago , now im just tired again and all I wanna do is be someplace really warm right now.
        My friend was telling me a story that her teacher told her about how her son died on an " accidental " overdose. That is really scary. Turns out , the boy who overdosed was already on some medication , but he stole some other pills from a relative and mixed those two together. He went to sleep , and never woke up.Hard to believe shit like that can happen to people sometimes. Then again , you need to be smart about what sort of pills you consume.
        Away from that subject, I am going to take early graduation next year , we are starting to pick our classes already.I am going to take forensics , which is basically like CSI  I have to take TWO English classes and TWO gym classes , its going to suck so bad , but then again I will be out of there a whole semester sooner.I know people always say " senior year is the best " and " nobody gives a shit senior year" . I just want to be out of there.
        Other then that ,its been the same shit , different day.

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Monday, 07 January 2008

  • First day back after two weeks is always  such a drag.Most teachers were cool about it and did not make us do alot of shit.I know for sure that I failed my math test though. I am sorry that I do not care what the axis of symmetry , or imaginary numbers equals.
        Work was also gay. I hate some people I work with , but other people really help me cope with bitches , so I thank god for them. I ended up leaving not even a minute before my anxiety attack kicked in. When I entered my car I shut the door and just started to cry my eyes out , it sucks. I called Kim up because she is the person I go to the most with all of my problems =). We had a long deep conversation about everything.I ended up feeling way better when I left compared to how I felt when I walked into her house. I really need to get put on some anxiety medication.It is the little things that trigger it sometimes and I am always so unprepared for them , and when I do get them , I just feel disoriented and depressed.Trust me that is one of the worst feelings ever.I just want to go hide in a corner or something.

Saturday, 05 January 2008

  • So this winter break has been pretty damn relaxing. No huge parties , no drama or anything. Got to have a good time with people I usually don't hang out with as much, I did not get to hang out with everyone though =(.I had a pretty alright Christmas and my new year was,pretty gay.I worked alot too... I don't know , everything has been like a blur lately...
        But school Monday and I have to study for my damn math test, which I will fail anyway.Then finals a week later, Joy.
    I gauged my ears to half inch , even though I had a bigger gauge then that before. AND I got this trippy ass keyboard that glows three different colors , and it is amazing to stare at when youre typing.

                         -Agnes-
    Oh and P.S. might I add , i hate how xanga is becomming more and more like myspace , wtf be  original.

Wednesday, 26 December 2007

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